As i grew up even though I was abused which did not help iether and no one knew that , my mother wanted me to follow everything she did. Not allowed to be learning science at all because she wasnt allowed to . No high heels were allowed, probably because she was not allowed to.
I no adays crave high heels and love astronomery, but i get very anxious about learning astronomery. I have a very bad back , but the heels i have found are acttaully very comfortable. And i lve them.
I am not supposed to grow my hair long nor colour my hair different colours and have a real tattoo.
But i love all of it so stuff them oh do not like any of this
At the age of 46 nearltly 47 I am incharge of my life and I am a mother and wife. I need to grow up my way not any bodies elses way. I love the stars and electronics and wearing high heels and make up and colouring my hair different colours. That brings a smile to my face. My family also told me to exercise always to help my back. But since the death of my grandma things have changed. eI am too tired to go always and find crowds hard and my tablets make me very tired. I love swimming only at certain times and on my own since not being able to where goggles
Mmy sinisies are not to great ether.
I have tried to write a page on" dont give up ". Be you do not pleaseoyher poeple around you. Succeed at your dreams which i am trying to do. Yes it is hard but worth thefight to succeed.