Since my dad who abused since since child hood and who helped me to learn snooker football and swimming and who maded me laugh has died. And i have missed feeling about him. Part of me would like to go and collect his clothes and the other wants nothing to do with him.
If they go to the second hand shop, other people rainbowhealstiols tool have another gywill buy them and they have no clue that he was an abuser. The clothes are brand new and since he has died ge can not hurt any one. And he was my Dad. I must remember that he can not fet into my head anymore hes gone. It is me creating that imenage in my head.
So i need to take another hurdle and go up north to collect my Dads things and it is safe to go up there. And if there are things that we do not need, then we will give them to the homeless. That feels very positive but i do not know how we collect his stuff.
God will guide me and show me the way, he has always helped me been there for me and made me a stronger person.