Meditation 
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I am coming to terms with all my conditions and especially Trigeminal neuralgia needs me to relaxed otherwise I won't be able to speak.  Having colds sinuses especially and eating very health food must hard.  I have been running away for years, but until recently I must do.  I must go past my childhood abuse know that God is there with me all the way otherwise I won't be able to speak or even est.  

There was someone who wrote a book about congoing all these  condition and managing all her conditions.   I'm not sure at present if she had 3 condition s or just one nevertheless I must manage all 3.

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