Courage 1
My Hair
Since I was younger around 10 years old and since the zbuse started at 6years old, I have always had problems with my hair and liking myself. I suppose we all like trying out different hairs to find what we like. But with me I have always loved long hair but I also wanted to try short hair but only after my Batmivah. I don't now if any one can relate to this
But arounc my Batmivah I had no idea that my mum wanted her way. So I had a hsir i never liked. But never mind when we are children we ard guided by our parents and do as we ard told.
Anyway whdn I treid to change that hsir stay and I suppose as a teenager we try new hairstyles, but each time I tried a new hair I was told not to grow my grow my hair. Some other person had to ask fof md which is not right. But just likd wearing heels science learning and all that was stopped because that person didn't do any of that.
I'm going to trg to write a page of ever new thing I try because thd anxiety us hard to overcome.
It makes md very tried nmbut on each subject I write it will be a success. I love hair with different colours which is alsa problem. I like to feel happy and having different beautiful colours on my hsif nails and I try different colours on my socks too and My clothes.
Each change I make my stress levels ard high bug thd results that I chose is brilliant. Ndver give up on what you chose. Be in control of you. It is hard but woo you will feel I hope fantastic
In families like mine I was brought up without realising it to do exactly what my mother did throughout her school days. No science learning, instead learn to.sew making things. There is nothing wrong with that but can you not learn both sciences and sewing?
Also my mother was not allowed to wear heels, so that was another change that even though I have realized that wear heels has helped me to walk properly slowly. When you havr been brought up to follow what your family expects of you without anyone talking to you, it is very hard to step out and say "this is my life not yours to decide".
I've learnt this with my teenagers that ig is their lives to be guided by us but not to ssy you hsvd to copy us. They are free choices to make. Binsted talk to them guide them by giving ideas and listening to them.
Everything that I didnt have but I know that it is important to have the courage fof thdm to be their own persons.
I've also learnt that wearing heels had helped me to walk better even though it is hard. But if it helps my back great.
COURAGE 2 GARDENING
As child I used to live growing indoor plants all of this hapoened whrn my dad was in Prison and never to comf back to our home. I did try and fo out door gardrninv but tgfn it was mostly indoor planting.