Since my grandma has died, I have been buying and buying clothes tattoos hair colouring and eating too much and all of this requires money
But if you havent got any money you borrow money which isnt good because you will need to pay that off. So what I have decided to make the changes I have stopped my swimming and gym membership until I am better and instead i cycle a little at home and do my floor exrcises and by doing that I feel less trie and because I am disabled I am doing a little exercise and i am still awake.
When I was going to the gym and swimming yes it was good that I went but I got so tried I went to bed exsausted not good so instead of feeling like and because I have a sinus problem I have frozen my membership so rhat change helps us to manage money better.
To stop the cycle of spending do something else meaning fall. Also since i lost my Dad too, the Rabbi is helping me tomake good changes. And i must keep to theses chachan snd yes it will be hard but nesscessary for change to happen. I must stop being pig with food and in ding this I will also lose weight. 2 things into one makes more changees.
When we lose someone and we are affected by them we want something to make us feel bette. But what I have to do is make hard chooses and put better decisions.
God ia always at my side but I have to listen and sometimes that is hard