Your Austim 

I'm coming to terms with the fact I'm on the austic spectrum and by passing dad and really forgiveing him lots of times because of the fact I'm Austic.  I don't really want to. Open wounds because when I think about dad who abused me it hurts.. But I think I need to let go my diad die5years ago ad 6 months ago my grandma died too.  I know one day I'll see them again

But now I understand that the puzzle makes sense.  I find it hard making a sentence keeping the same topic and not being able yet to writing 3pages.  It helps on my mobile for spell checker next I need to find sentences help.  Also learning to do all this on my computer. 

Does any one get stressed over little things?   Because I do,  years ago I used to smoke thdn stopped over having 3a Day then I vaped to helped buy stopped.  Then through lock down less anxious no. One around.  But not be able to go in person was hard.  We then changed doctors because we needed to.  I became very anxious but then I thought that it was sin

Sinuses illuses over not being able to social but I did learn after hospital appointments it was because I'm Austic so I learn to relax because my pain was so bad vap came back and I did learn to relax with vaping. 

So Imcomong to terms with all this as well adbeing dsprazia dyslexia to.  Nothing is impossible just learning to adapt and go forward. 

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