I get very anxiousike I. Know I. Need to lose that 4 stone but my mind goes into panic stations and I feel. OK I won't lose that weight even though I need to. I need to succeed atu my website but to be honest with this I struggle. I love being rainbow lady and sometimes I feel like colouring my hair black and I feel like even though I wear multicoloured clothes may black. But I. Known deep down I love rainbow colours all over. But change s of as anything is hard.
Lock down happened and we all couldnt socialize and know I find it scarcely because covid is still around it gone o. But we me have to try and cope yet wth another chamge.
Yes I do feel like saying in my room no lights better no. TV better, no shops
Better, but how I need to ake those changes qnd yes I get dep anxious. But when I've made those changes I feel much better concorded those fears. Fears is another word fir depression.
I have taken up vaping no stuff to help kself to keep calm through these changes and havong these this gs whatever helps you cope with lifs changes.
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